Sunday, January 10, 2016

January...

"The snow glows white on the mountain tonight
Not a footprint to be seen
A kingdom of isolation"

...baby, I am so not the queen.

This morning, I woke up to serious winter in Chicago.  The wind was rattling around the house, gusting, trying to infiltrate our warm little home.  It was still dark, as the nights are long and the days are short.  Getting up to brush my teeth, I had to find the socks that I had shucked off in the night.  After socking up my feet, I shuffled to my slippers over my soft carpet.  I made my way to the bathroom, where it seems about ten degrees colder.  I grabbed my big warm full length red robe, tied it on.  

Heading downstairs quietly, in the dark to let the dog out and start the coffee.  I turned on one lamp, for soft light in the morning dark.  As I settled, slippered, robed, under a blanket on my couch to read in the quiet before the family loudly got up, I thought that the only thing that could make this better would have been a roaring fire to warm up my little nest.

As the sun came up today, I could see that it would be cold.  In the winter, here, when the sun shines, it's always colder than when we have clouds.  We got an inch or so of snow yesterday, fresh powder to be whipped around by the wind.  The houses slept quietly in my neighborhood, steam coming from roof vents as their furnaces kicked on.

The sun gleamed today on the newly fallen snow, showing us the tracks of rabbit visitors in the night to our little garden in the front yard.  We had a few more flurries, but a brilliantly sunny (bitterly cold) day today.

This is January in Chicago.

January in Chicago means a number of things.  Flannel sheets on your beds, along with those extra blankets.  Slippers, socks, robes and blankets litter your living room along with bedrooms and bathrooms.  A hot shower has never felt so good in your life.  The dog is wearing a sweater, and you are wearing layers of undershirts, long underwear and more, attempting to keep your body heat close to your body.  January means salt on your car, shovels at the ready in the garage, preparations for much longer commutes and hopping back in your car while you fill it with gas.

January is full of long cold nights and short cloudy days.  Wind chills that drop into double digit negatives and you learn quickly that lake effect snow is something you are happy affects Indiana.  January means potholes and black ice.  It means ear muffs, gloves and hats.  It means being home bound so much more than you ever thought possible.  January is the sad time when you see the Christmas lights hanging listlessly from houses, no longer to be turned on, waiting until April when it is safe to remove them from the roof.

There are good things about January in Chicago.  When the sun does come out, you have never seen more clear, frigidly beautiful sunrises and sunsets.  You get to snuggle with your loved ones, and  catch up on the TV you don't watch when it's warm.  You find more time to be thankful of your family, and can find more time to share in home bound activities such as baking, coloring, gaming and reading.  Watching the beauty of a snow storm while sipping hot coffee or hot cocoa from the inside, knowing you have nowhere to go.

There is beauty in January in Chicago.  Sometimes, you just have to look a little harder, or turn your head and let it surprise you.

Sunday, January 3, 2016

Working on me...

I've been working on myself this past year, and there are some things I am continuing to work on.

I am working on losing weight.  I am working on the many mental aspects of losing weight.  Negativity towards my tracker, jealousy of people that hit their weight loss goals, anger and frustration at the scale, at plateauing.  Weight Watchers recently changed their point system.  Which caused me to start to tailspin backwards through all of these feelings.  So, I gave myself a break.  I gave myself a vacation.  And you know what?  I gained a whopping 1.6 lbs over the holidays.  Not 10 or 15 pounds.  I'm over the moon!  I'm using this positivity to attack the new system and get it working for me.

I'm working on me time.  I'm working on taking pictures again.  I'm working on not being depressed from January through March this year.  I purchased a camera cleaning kit and have tried to use my DSLR camera again (pictures below).  My subjects are generally animals since they can't tell me not to take their picture.
Charlie Reflection

This is how JoJo rolls while I work

I'm working on staying positive through these winter months.  I have a tendency to get depressed and hang out on my couch.  And eat.  And gain weight.  I heard from someone in medical school that one way to combat this seasonal depression is to turn on all the lights and bombard yourself with brightness.  So, I purchased a couple of extra lamps and have been enjoying the light in my house.

Got a Kindle for Christmas.  This is my new view
I'm also reading.  I've just started Harry Potter again.  I read the entire series over the summer, and have just finished all the movies.  I'm reading the books again to savor them and to prepare to say goodbye to the characters.  I devoured the books so quickly this summer, that I am excited to slowly wade through the series again.

I call this one, "Deep Cat Thoughts"
I'm also trying to blog/write more.  This is a consistent goal of mine, and I am trying to learn from the past and to attempt one post a week.  As my children are growing up, and I'm less inclined to talk about them, you may start to get my opinions a little more.  Or not.  We'll see.

OMG!  SHE LET ME TAKE HER PICTURE!

In my Weight Watchers group, my leader once said to work on what comes easy to you when you start to spiral or make bad decisions.  For me, easy is exercise (hard is watching what I eat).  I am attempting to stay active.  Running is happening once to twice a week, but walking is happening most other days.  I am trying to get 10,000 steps a day (although my Fitbit crapped out on me this week - waiting on a replacement).  This is one of the best me times I have, whether indoors or outdoors, I can be alone with my thoughts or catching up on TV I don't get to watch otherwise.

Breakfast smiles
Working on me includes "Me Time", lights, smiles, writing and pictures.  What will you be working on this year?

The man say, "Coffee.  Good."

Cuddly kid pics

Saturday, December 26, 2015

This year...

It's been a month since I last wrote anything here.  I am going to try to write more, if I can this next year.  It's been a busy year.

I went to San Francisco for Dreamforce, which was AWESOME!  I got to see/do/learn a whole lot.  I also got to see the Killers and the Foo Fighters in concert.  It was such a great time!

I won an award at work and got to go to Fort Lauderdale to accept said award!  In November!  We came back to snow in Chicago.

We got new carpet.

We finished making over the playroom to an office - MY office to be exact.

I earned a promotion at work.

My grandfather passed away.  I may talk more about this later.  We'll see.

We went to Disney.

We got a new kitten, to add to our family.
Charlie's first Christmas.  He's not quite sure what is going on.
It's been a banner year, 2015.

So, here's to 2016.  To healthy, happy family.  To new beginnings, and friendships.  

Happy early New Year to you all!


Mia, lost in her new Kindle.

Jojo says "Merry Christmas!"


All tuckered out.

"Oh? Did you want this present?"