To quote Ice Cube, "Today was a good day."
Today, my oldest and I got up early, left the house, stopped to get (awesome) donuts and coffee and dropped ourselves off at the train station. It was foggy, but not too chilly. We were some of the first people to get to the train station.
As the fog began to clear and the sun to come out, more and more women joined us on the platform waiting for a train. Women wearing pink hats and carrying posters. Men carrying posters. Women wearing "Nasty Women" shirts. We were heading to Chicago to march.
When we got to Chicago, I was amazed at our luck. We had beautiful Chicago weather (60 degrees and sunny!). We got to the rally site and stood and tried to hear the speakers as we watched the crowds swell for over an hour. We found my brother and fiancé, just as the march began.
There were so many of us and we heard that we were no longer heading down Jackson, so we headed down Congress. We cheered with people on the El as they saw us in the streets. We chanted with the people in the buildings who were also waving signs at us. We chanted in the streets for choice over our own bodies, LGBTQ rights, immigrant rights, black lives matter and against Trump.
It was amazing.
I have been feeling anxious and scared since the election. I haven't been sleeping as I wake up almost every night between 1 and 3 am and am so overwhelmed with what is going on in this country and the changes to our way of life that we are being threatened with, that I can't fall back to sleep.
Today, though. Today I saw that we are not alone, I am not alone. I am not the only person terrified that our way of life is threatened. I am not the only person willing to fight for what is morally right. Today, I was part of history.
Today was the best day I've had since the election. Today, I regained my optimism. I overcame my social anxiety and upped my own ante to take my daughter with me. We marched, we held signs, we chanted, we laughed. I've never felt so much solidarity and peace in a large crowd. People helped each other out. A woman's sign broke, and a man jumped right in with duct tape and fixed it. Something was dropped? Three people stopped to pick it up. There was no jostling, angry elbows or words. Just people being kind to one another, people showing what peace, kindness and the human spirit can be.
Today was a good day.
This is the sign that my youngest made, and I carried. |
My oldest made this sign and carried it at the march/rally. |